I can’t deal with this anymore. And I know I say that a lot on here but it’s getting harder and harder to deal with these people. What’s the fucking point? Yay it’s new years, 12 more months of having to plaster a smile on my face and pretend that everything is okay. Everything always seems to be my fault. And people have no problem telling me it’s my fault. Why am I here then? If everything is always my fault, if the reason you’re not having a good new years is me then just leave or I’ll leave. I wanna leave so bad, and not just here I just wanna get away from everyone. but I can’t cause there’s too many people everywhere…*sigh